the road less travelled by...

i had do some decision which was weird... seem like a princess in a castle but she has to work for her life. not in the achieve success condition but to pass her life to be responsible on her own , sister and mother spending.. Started her work fro half year but never make any deal in her saving. she felt that she had done nothing so this half year, even she is very tired, but she cant give up... she no yet accomplish her responsibility. she wants to abide her own rules.. not to give up in anytime or in any torturing condition. she choose to be patience on all this. she may not blame on fate or god, because she choose all this. however, in this moment, she don't feel she can afford any responsibility more. she wonder why so less body is caring about her, and she think about it. finally she found out it was cause by the reflection from her less caring to others. a person has only one pair of hand, a heart and a brain, this is same to other... so at the end of the day she learn how to live by her own. she lost her friends but she gain mature. she believe that the maturity that she own is vital fro her to success.she plan and think well the road she will go through and in the future the things she wants. she is clear on her aim. no matter how the people think of her, look down or even think she is the worst but her wisdom in her mind will not easily spoilt by all this rumours.she loves to cry like a kid.. this is the way for her to express out all her sadness and her speechless. she will forgive them,