unforgetable

a day which no one can shimmer down their rescent. im the one who surround with all the trouble. sometimes i may feel statisfy toward everything, but somehow there are still some unfortunate matter within my life. i believe that no one could understand me well, all that i had experienced was not the small matter that can be describe through the words. while i breath i do really hope. even though sometimes there were not wat i hope had happened, what should i do? sometimes i do really feel nothing can be done. everytime the sun rise, i will tell myself that everything will be ok, strive for my future! to much things that i need to cover, it is out of boundary. i want to say stop to every bad things. dun that god feels im pity enough to suffer for all this? i hv no way to stop it, i know that. but i really belief that god is there to love me , because sometimes miracle did happened to save me.. i will strengthen my life, i know there must be a changed which need me to launch it. no matter how many times, how many drop of tears, it jz to expressing part of my life. after tat i will be ok. the way to be a good human being not that easy. u can choose any time or day to embark on a new life. your mind is the measurement to determine how is your life and how enjoyable you can be in your life. please let your faithful heart to control your life but not others. i know that it is hard for most people not to be affected by their surrounding. those obstacle sometimes really make people feel tired of life. but it still need to go on. survive will be preferable than death.No matter how tired i feel i still need to continue my journey, no matter wat had happen, i still need to continue my hope. jz because them hwo are crucial , who are the catalyst in my life to boost up the rate of my spirit to be more successfull. im their hope and i also really hope their hope may become the reality. the responsibility is on my shoulder. all the character that i hv to act is not a easy job. this does not mean im acting but it as the mean that the position that i need to do in the process of my life. ^^ happy go lucky ! go go go! never give up ^^ no matter how many misunderstanding i still will stay strong.... not only for myself , but for them too ^^ put more effort! ~~